neglect.

because i should've been born a buddist. because monk is a neat word situated in the back of my throat. because then i would have perception. because then i would have enlightenment. because i think eating meat is wrong. because all animals are my friends. because cows look cute in farms but not on my plate. because i want to live as consciously as i can. because i'm terrified of fading away. because there's a certain safety in strange. because i shouldn't always have to maintain a distance of this-and-this many meters. because i love all people even before i think to try. because i don't want to blink. because i prefer out of focus. because i would rather dream of goldfish. because i love the feeling of weightlessness. because it excites me to drive in the wind. because i can forgive. because i didn't know your birthday. because he didn't know mine. because i can forget regret. because it shouldn't matter. because music above a certain decibel vibrates the heart. because i don't know how to spell decibel. because i'm never really sure. because sometimes i don't mind waiting. because sometimes it's too late. because it's never too late. because "life is only as good as the choices you make". because i'll always be allowed to choose again. because i am creative and it is my joy to create. because there are as many roads as individual's. because we are strangers. because when you speak and say "see who i am." there will be silence and i will look to know. because we are all travellers. because there is only one destination. because cows will always look better on farms then on my plate.