i feel like through your misinterpretation you made this ugly. was there a point you were trying to make?

All - or none.

After months (or moments) of half-believing (half thoughts?) Today (and every day) I (we) came to the complete (a complete half belief) conclusion (nothing ever ends - you taught me this) that I (we) love (hate) myself (ourselves).

Some of the reasons why:

I am creative. (I am creation.) I am compassionate. (I am compassion.) I am loving. (I am love.) I am beautiful. (I am beauty.) I am trustworthy. (Yes.) I am joyful. (I am joy.) I am loyal. (I am loyalty.) I am truthful. (- and sorta repetitive - but sometimes not loud enough the first time.) I am wise. (I am wisdom - teeth.) I am thoughtful. (I am thought of.) I am considerate. (I am consideration.) I am thankful. (Thank you.) I am grateful. (Gratuity.) I am trusting. (Like a bank?) I am incredible. (I am incredulous.) I am transcending. (Transcendence.)

I am (Iams) sending (spreading) this (anything everything) to (from) everyone (no one) I (we) have (not) an (un) email address (digitized humanity) for (four.) I don't know why (I know exactly why.) I felt inspired (there I said it - see!) to do such a thing (What? This little ole' thing?) but (walk around in circles) I am (Iams) of the sort lately (always and forever and never) that believes (understands) in the following (leading) inspiration (and again.) to whatever (any and all) end (beginning). Maybe (of course) you'll (they'll) send (receive) it (anything) back (front) to (from) me (you) with a totally (encompassing) new (old) and incredible (incredulous - now I'm repeating) twist (train of thought) but (provisions added after 'but') still including (giving credit) the original (ME) talent (birds are singing outside - nothing to do with talent.) Changing (breathing) it (this) into (out) something (everything) I (you) never (always) would have (could have/should have) imagined (known) and therefore (ergo) amazing (normal enough) me with your (us) creativity (push) and original (shove) natures (mother). or (to the rest of you) maybe (i bet) you'll (i'd) ignore (read over and over) it (everything) with the (without) highest understanding (coming closer) that it is not (to the fact) for you (we are we.) either way (SCREAM - because you can.)

With love (hate) and affection (taunting),

Amber (brian r hughes)

when i send myself to you with love and affection i find you responding with hate and taunting unacceptable, unimaginable, unmindful.

[unmastered.]