i'm reading a inspirational book that makes me only want to move at ever increasing impossible speeds while at the same time realizing my body has not yet evolved to this level of vibration and therefore stands the chance of snapping into more peices than i could ever concieve of placing back together but in the same instant i'm more than willing to sacrifice physical comfort in hopes of later achieving some level of spiritual gain.

[takes a deep breath.]

yup, that's pretty much like it is.